It is the sound of the other shoe finally dropping. It is not a good sound. It may mean that, if she doesn't turn back around soon, I'll be losing My Girl again...I can't go into it right now; just please pray for her to recognize the dangers involved in her actions and for her willingness to accept the help she will need to come out of this.
It is the sound of Hubby's heart being broken. Again. I can't stand it when he cries. Add to this the fact that Twig is making some really poor choices again and it's the sound of the TV remote click, click, clicking because I'm having trouble finding the heart to do much more than sit and stare at the boob tube most of the time wondering when we get to get off of this train through hell. Right now it doesn't seem like we ever will.
I'll be around more again when I have a chance to grieve this current loss and find a way to cope. Until then... I don't know.. just, until then.
Oh, Damama, my heart just breaks for you! You've been through so much! I'll be praying.
ReplyDeleteLots of (((((((HUGS!))))))),
Damama, I'm so sad for you and Hubby. And Twig and the girl. I will be praying for you. I love you. Margie
ReplyDeleteI am sorry sorry that these things are happening in your household. Sending prayers your way......
ReplyDeleteDamama, care your husband, he really seems to need it. You can comfort each others, that'll make you stronger. For the rest, wait for the train to slow down, then try to jump into. For now, you would just hurt yourselves trying to.
ReplyDeleteI'll be praying for all of you. Hope things work themselves out for the best.
ReplyDeleteI'm so so sorry to hear this. I'll be praying and praying for all of you. Hang in there. Please. Don't lose faith. We don't always know His plan. It doesn't always make sense, but I'll be praying for your survival.
ReplyDeleteYour family is in our prayers. Take care of yourself!
ReplyDeleteOh Damama Im so sorry things are going so badly right now Im send you big (((((HUGS))))). I am praying that things turn around for the better for you soon. Hang in there!
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry...I'll be thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteI only just found this blog so I don't know your whole story, but you and your kiddo will be in my thoughts! I had my share of trauma and behavior problems when I was a kid, and I got through it somehow... and I hope your family will, too.
ReplyDeleteI'll be praying for you. Hang in there.
ReplyDelete(((((hugs)))))
ReplyDeleteThinking of you!
ReplyDeleteHang in there!
ReplyDeleteWe will continue praying...Hmmm,
ReplyDeletelooks like I found a new sacrifice focus! God Bless you Damama.
E-mail me if you like...we can "talk".
Pax Christi, EJT
Damama,
ReplyDeleteIf you get a spare moment check this out (it's brief): http://mrspsycho2.blogspot.com/2008/05/laminin-got-to-see-this-is-so-cool.html
Oops! The whole link didn't show up.
ReplyDeletePlease allow me to try that again.
http://mrspsycho2.blogspot.com
/2008/05/laminin-got-to-see-this
-is-so-cool.html
That should work, if not e-mail me and I'll send you the link in an e-mail.
Darling, we're with you. Know that you're not alone. WE'RE ALL WITH YOU.
ReplyDeleteI was wondering why you hadn't been around since we talked.
ReplyDeleteMy friend, I am here for you if you need me. Please know I am sending up a prayer for you and your family right now.
Big hugs and love!
AZ MOM
Hugs to you and your family. I am saying my prayers.
ReplyDeleteJust checking in on you. Margie
ReplyDeleteStill with you love.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear about your pain. I will be praying for all of you and especially for your daughter's choices. Hang in there - the good times are coming.
ReplyDeleteMy thoughts are with you , Damama, I will pray for you and your family especially today at the Mass. God will show you the wisdom act to find a solution.
ReplyDeleteGOD IS GOOD! Things are much better. It looks like I just might survive after all. ;o)
ReplyDeleteThank you all SO VERY, VERY MUCH for being here for me. The emails and comments have been a lifeline, often popping in at the most needed times.
You will never know how grateful I am for your love and support. One day I'll be able to talk more about what's been going on. For now, just know that prayers ARE heard and answered.
Much love to all.
I'm so sorry. You have been through a lot. Hang in there.
ReplyDeleteSending puffy hearts to your hubs too. And hugs. Lots of hugs. xoxo Jules
ReplyDeleteHope things are looking up for you. You deserve more bright days in your journey of life. I'm amazed by your ability to make it through another day. Keep your chin up, a better day is coming.
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